I feel like I'm stuck in a bit of a rut at the moment. My life consists of waking up, going to work, making coffee, coming home, sleeping then repeating it all the next day. Whilst I don't regret leaving university in the slightest and, despite my complaints, loving my job, I just feel so stuck.
The majority of my friends (including my boyfriend) are all away at university, or just busy, and I'm feeling a bit lonely lately. I'm so desperate to go and do something, but I don't know what that something is. I can't decide if I want to go back to university, and even if I did, I have no idea what I want to study. I'm bored of where I am at the moment, but I don't know if I want to move away.
I'm so jealous of the people that know what they want to do with life, or even if they're undecided in that front, actually have some kind of interest. I want to move on with the next part of my life, but not knowing what I want to do really really limits that. I feel like I'm waiting around for something to happen.
I think I'm now going to watch some Gossip Girl to cheer myself up.