Today marks one month since I returned to university and subsequently left again a week later. I’m lucky; everything I was worried about seems to have sorted itself out. I have by job back with basically full time hours and a potential pay rise. I should hopefully be able to find someone else to take over my room soon and most importantly, I’m happy.
I think leaving university was one of the best decisions I’ve made. It’s not easy, and I’m definitely a lot more worried about the future now, but at least I’ve opened myself up to loads more options. I don’t know whether I’ll go back to university, but I know that the option is there.
The only problem is, my life feels so boring right now. I’m stuck in a cycle of work, sleep, eat and repeat. Most of my friends from home are back at uni, and the ones from uni are obviously still there, which means I’m really quite lonely at the moment. I feel as though I need something to get my life back on track. I’m happy working for now, but I feel like something is missing. I’m not sure what, but hopefully that will sort itself out eventually too.
I’m not entirely sure on the point of this post. I just realised it had been a month and it got me to thinking. Right now I have no idea what I want to be doing in a 6 months time, let alone 6 years. But I have got the rest of my life to figure it out.