Disney Land Reminiscing, Wagamama, New Bag
Pretty pens, yay discount, spending my lunch with a dog
New brushes, Attempting to pack, Work
New house, Before work drinks, Flat white practice
During the week it's been since my last post, a lot of thinking has been done. I'm due to be returning to uni tomorrow night to live in my new house (as seen above). However, for a while now I've felt that uni just isn't right for me. I'm not crazy about my course and I'm really not sure what I want to do in life. This week I've left my job and started getting ready to go back, and it just hasn't felt right.
I've been doing so much thinking (and quite a bit of crying) and I've come to the conclusion that I don't really want to go back. I'm not exactly sure what I'm going to do. I'm going up tomorrow evening and giving myself a couple of weeks to see how it goes. If I'm being honest, I'm very scared and unsure about what I'll end up doing. I'm a bit stuck as I have a house up there, so choosing to leave uni means still having to pay rent/trying to sort out that whole situation.
This post probably seems quite rambled and confusing, but I suppose that's how I've felt that past week. I'm not going to give up straight away, but honestly, I really don't think my heart it in University. I've got a lot of sorting out to do, including trying to get my job back. It's all I've thought about so writing it all down here is making me feel a bit better.
Have any of you guys thought about/dropped out of uni? I'd be really interested to hear your thoughts?